So, I haven’t really been around much lately. After being willfully unemployed for 6 months, why I left really isn’t that important, I started a new job about a month ago. Problem is, I hate it. I loved my old job, loved my staff and the people I worked with, and the environment. I am basically doing the same thing I was before, just with a different company. So what’s the problem you ask? Well, I took a step down, and for someone who is a control freak that isn’t always an easy thing to do. Basically I am in control of every aspect of my life, but when I walk through those doors I have to give it all up to someone else, and I do not enjoy it. After being in charge of a multi-million dollar a year business, not being in charge isn’t easy. Also, I’m starting to think that maybe the great group of people I worked with had a lot to do with how much I loved my previous job, and maybe I don’t really love it as much as I thought I did. Anyway as far as I’m concerned this new position pays the bills until I find something else.
Since all this happened I haven’t really had time to pursue anything around the house. Or, I feel guilty because I know I NEED to be doing something else so I wind up doing neither what I want to or need to do. I’ve had no time for sewing even though it’s a literal itch I get while at work everyday. My skin literally starts to crawl because I want to go home and sew, so badly. I am hoping that I will have my sewing room set up soon to make the process a lot easier and maybe I can get some more done. In the meantime I have joined a couple of swaps, thinking that maybe it will force me into acting even though I’m so tired when I get home I don’t feel like doing anything. Maybe I’ll have some new projects to post soon. At least by he end of the month anyway.
